Saturday, March 28, 2009

Build God, Then We'll Talk


Regardless the inadequate hours of sleep (thanks to Dota), I was able to complete my 9 a.m. grounded slot. Surprisingly I even attend the etiquette talk with a very much retarded looking pants, it was longer on the left side.

*I was a sore-total-loser and a bigtime noob on Dota last night.

Hurm.. Humans would normally try to worry less so that we weary less. 18 years (well, nearly 19) of my life I would prefer to say that I did more wrongs than rights. They are both either in the norm range of the society or even to the stated laws themselves, by all means and any benchmark.


Being in a life where every single step is wrong, is obviously hard. Nothing seems to be right most of the time is just too much for one. How do you live such a succulent with those kind of interference? Well, it is pretty much your own fault if you do something wrong but hey, you and I know well that nobody's flawless. Let's do each other some favour-eh? Let's cut some slack towards each other. You did wrong, I did wrong but hey ain't that even? Oh, I did more wrong? Well, that's up to you to decide and up to me to applied. Hell.


Options. Just another shit-hole trying to messed with your life up. Ever heard of the Peter's Law, The Creed of Sociopathic Obsessive Compulsive? It is stated that 'When given a choice, take both'. Hell. You can never take both options. You're stuck. Once you choose either, you're far away from another. Bastard.




Don't get me wrong that I'm all rebelious or anything. I'm just saying my heart out. When you're getting further, there won't be very much anything to cushion your heart, led fall nor the callous sighs.
When you are left with no options, you want one. Then you screw things up. Well, not you. I know I did. There'll be that time in your life where you meet a point of limitation. When you are lack of options. When you just can't do any shit.


*Am I comlicatedly vindicated or simply defensive? Fuckaroo..
P/s: Don't run after something that you'll never kill but if that is what you want then fire at will.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Pretty Mouth Blue My Eye

Pretty mouth blue my eye:

  1. BumbleeBee
  2. Elvis Presley
  3. Jude Law
  4. Frank Sinatra
  5. Optimus Prime

I'm like a doctor with the way I always trying to get off.

The holiday is over. Here are couple of things that i got from the hols:




  1. I get to see Mama and Papa for i had not seen them about almost a month. God knows how much i missed them.
  2. I get to spend time with dayana teaching kids in rural area.
  3. People could appreciate you so much by teaching them things that they never know and motivate them for success.
  4. I bathed my own grandfather.
  5. People whom make 150 bucks a month could have a family. I seriously didn't know that such poverty exist in our country. I'm not ignorant but perhaps shallow.
  6. There were more than 5 people that I knew and met died during the holidays.
  7. I can never save my dough.
  8. I can drive others' car up to 120km/h without license.
  9. I can drive others' motorcycle up to 100km/h without license.
  10. I wish i can have my license after i failed twice.
  11. I am not productive at all. (Not in a way that i cannot produce offspring, damn right I CAN!).
  12. I need a goldfish/cactus. I do.
  13. I don't think i'm cut out to be a doctor.
  14. "You can lose what you never had".
  15. Memories could be just another sonuvabitch that would never stop messing up with your mind.
  16. "Just because I'm black you think i did it??".
  17. Holy shit i haven't touch my homework!
  18. I'm alone in the college for tonight. Literally. Alone at the concourse now. I swear i thought i saw a ghost.
  19. I missed Melawati.
  20. Another two months to a 3 years relationship =D.
  21. I listen to Hillary Duff. I am now.
  22. I still and always will hate rainy evening.
  23. James Blunt's songs hit me in the crotch.
  24. Dashboard Confessional can be addictive.
  25. I have not completed my grounded slot and therefore i shall this week.
  26. There are too many pendings in my life.
  27. Death is getting near.
  28. ...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

F.I.V.E.

Mitch Albom wrote a book on '5 people you'll met in heaven'.
Well, here's Manul's version of 5 people. '5 people that should be executed for life'.

  1. Horsemouth
  2. Octopus
  3. Indeginious lady
  4. Alien
  5. Twin Dwarves

CHERIOS~~ ^-^

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

succulent~

I know it had almost been a month but this ain't getting outta my head.

It was a perfect night. 14th February. I know you may think it's Valentine's Day and all but na'ah. Mine was just for the sake of celebrating the love. Well, it's the only night where I can get special offers on a table for two :p. I don't celebrate Valentine's though.. ngee~~

Anyhoooow.. It was a table for two at PJ Hilton. I swear the food was terrific. What a bummer that it was buffet. It could have been better if it was served. You'll see lots of couples that night.
So, i came early (how lame that i can't pick her up considered that i failed my license twice but thank God she was okay with it). Sorry honey :(. So, there i was walking my way to the lady who then greet me and showed my way to the table. Then she browsed through the paper she was holding and uttered,"so, is Dayana coming?". So i thought, 'HELL YEAH! You got problem with me, missy?' But instead of saying it out, i answered,"yes, she'll be quite late", then i smiled to shooh her off.

I'm drop dead nervous, i swear. Can't keep my eyes of my watch. The phone rings. Ahah. Shit. She's here? So i decided to pick her off from the lobby (yeah, yeah I know i should have pick her up with a motor-fuel-powered-vehicle. Fishyou!Icantdrive.). Nervously, i walked and there she was. Looking like an angel in disguise. Oh crap. She's beautiful. I bit my own tongue! Her step was gracefully alluring and I do think my mouth was ajar open. Was it, honey? ;p
I swear you can't make this up, out of all sudden, a song played in my head.

"I feel wonderful, because I see the love light in your eyes,
and the wonder of it all,
is that you just don't realise how much I love you.."
.
.
.
Holy crap. Too much Eric Clapton. Gotta put it outta my head. I'm right in front of her and I was speechless and Eric Clapton wouldn't stop singing and guitar-ing! For almost 3 years we were together and these moments of mp3-ing in my head do happened at times.
It was a great night. Balloons, roses and chocolates. It had almost been 3 years since we are together, baby. Let us seize every moment of it. You and I :).
I love you Dayana Alya.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Extinction

We all know, ultimately at the back of our mind that there are things in this world that should be sustained for posterity. Take petroleum for an instance, would you imagine our daily life without it?

Or perhaps Dodo. Seriously, what have that poor lil' creature ever did to all of us back then? Don't they deserve to live? I mean it is pretty much unfair =(. You're a harmless herbivore by today then soon you just 'poof' your way out! Now i know why most of us are not vegetarian..

Dinosaurs? I dig why those bloody-gore T-Rex of a kind are all extinct. They should be. We do not really want them to run around the street eating our heads off. However, those harmless dinosaurs? Triceratops and all????

Some humans are believed to be extinct too. Remember the story of Noah and his Ark? The humans are all drowned out and extinct.

If everyone wants things to be extinct, these following should be extinct notwithstanding their significance on us:

  1. Fucking lab reports
  2. Lame movies that I wasted my money on.
  3. Math and Calculus?
  4. Jonas Brothers
  5. Khmer Rouge
  6. Idiotic nonsensible myth
  7. Sins
  8. Tragedies
  9. Bullets
  10. International Baccalaureate