Arson

I understand that being in KMB is so stressed out. I also acknowledge the fact that some people just dont have a life and inadequate entertainment up to a point that they have nothing to do but to poke into others' business.

I pretty much heard of some unpleasant rumors lately. By some I do not mean one or two, but more. I wonder, how does the rumor spread like an arson? Who made the spark? Who catalysted it?

I'm not gonna slip in any euphemisme for this so seriously, lay your fucking finger off my business. You'd be better off studying for the friggin' IB. I know where I stand with my lil ass 29 point but then again, go study and stop gossiping.

Well, its not that I really mind about it but its not that I dont mind about it at all. One or two could still make me sit back, watch and grit my teeth but its just too much.

I know this may sound like I'm being paranoid but my ears burn when I heard unpleasant things about myself.

So, a reminder, stop fucking gossiping. If you ever had a dog I bet it would rather play catch by itself. You people make me cuss too much :)

A hell week. Liverpool lost badly against Fulham. Can't really blame anyone. Don't blame Rafa, I'm sure he knows what he's doing. Seriously, there's a silver lining on every cloud. I hope they win against Lyon this Wednesday :)

Oh, so I lost 50 bucks and I had to walk all the way from Bukit Bintang to Damai.

Standardized test on Thursday. Math. Shit.

Knew that someone that I have a heart for is having her heart for someone else. Ouch.

Lost my fucking guitar. The only one I have. Seriously I want it back.

OH, WHO DID THE ARSON OF B122? Literally an arson of the mattress B122

I officially hate listening to Secondhand Serenade.

Beautiful Day

I do wonder, when will I get back on my feet? Am I being hexed?

So there were;

You got scolded by your Biology teacher in class for scoring lowest in class for Bio test with a mark of 4/36 and 5/17. Not to forget, for involving in the incident of going to the washroom when she entered the class which pretty much pissed her off.

You get all emotional and unable to be professional during a debate entitled "Social Networking Have Improved Communication". You stuttered and you're being abscent minded. You get a remark that you unlikely want to hear. Oh and you gave the guest a terrible perception about yourself.

You've just realised that you've been living in denial all this while that some things are just too late to handle.

You bump into some people that you wish you won't bump into.

And you just knew that you MIGHT not be able to pursue your study for any Med School in UK, Ireland, New Zealand and Australia as your name is not on any of the list.

You knew you only have one option left which is Czech Rep. but then you really feel that you're friggin sure you won't be going there as your name might again not be in the list and that your dad really discourage you to go to Czech Rep. and that you have to learn their language to study there, no offence.

What suprised you is, all of these events happened in a day like today.

I wonder what awaits me tomorrow. Do cut me some slack, I am begging here.