oh Russell!

Another day when something stole your smile away? They said that "laugter is the best medicine", and i totally agree with that. Here's something to share when you're down. Russell Peters is the best stand up comedian that i had ever know. Been a fan of his around 2 years ago. Ahead of the Australian Adam Hills and the American Damon Wayans, this Canadian (or perhaps Indian-Canadian as he claims) has one of the greatest talents of crapping. This guy could make you laugh more than you can imagine. I have him on my iPod because he was so good. Joke speacialty? Racist. I swear to God, he is freakin' good. Just punch in 'Russell Peters' in youtube and voalla! observe, my friend.

p/s: highly racist especially to the races with 'two most largest population in the world'

so long 08

2009 is around the corner. Seriously, no matter what you do, time and tide waits for no man. Well, i'm not sure about women (they should prolly do something about that phrase). Oh yea they did. 'Man' was replaced by 'one'. Sorry, my bad!

Anywayyyyy... Similar as most of us, 2008 had been a year of sweet and bitter, both amalgamated. Yea, bittersweet or what-so-other-stuff you call it. FYI, I'm not gonna bore people with my sweet and bitter memories but yea, AGAIN, similarly with most of you guys, it is another year to remember.



I'm just another human govern most entirely by emotions. I reckon that you are too. Well,

2008

It has been quite a tough year for me. Juggling some stuff not knowing the consequences. Sometimes the balls drop (well, i don't mean mine. it's a metaphore) to the ground but in some other times, the balls added up or maybe just at some point, the juggling went well.

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I'll miss yea 2008. Those laughs and tears. Those exuberant feelings around. Those melancholic melodies. Those that are left in memories. Gosh, i'm getting a bit melodramatic here remembering 2008.

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Thank you guys if you're reading this. It had been a great year and a part of my life. Appreciate your presence. My apology to those who i had treated wrongly. I am truly sorry. Never had any intention of doing so. Like others, i am just another human.

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Sometimes i just wish that there are not enough space for me to keep the bits of 2008 but this mind of mine work its own ways. There always spaces for 2008 to be kept. I swear i could picture myself in most of the situations happened in 2008. No, i could actually literally recall as the first person of the situation.

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2009 is gonna take it's place soon but yet i don't think i am ready for you, dear 2009. Sometimes i think like a silly 10 year old who wishes to turn back the time for his 10th birthday wish. If i could, i would. I'll do what i had to and stay away from what i did wrong. Hell, it is way too late now. They say no used to cry over a spilt milk. I say i can't.

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Don't get me wrong that i am all about pessismist. I have my brighter colour side to. Ain't it a lil bit to early to judge a person?

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The places that i shouldn't be at. The things i should have done. The things I should not had done. The ones i hurt. The ones i loved. The ones i loved. The things i missed. The intentions. The feelings. Darn it, I could go on and on and on.. (This is starting to get bored for you guys, i think).

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i can't make a new paragraph so that is why those dots were used. stupid-piece-of-a-shit

The Places That You've Come To Fear The Most

Dashboard Confessional. This is my current music addiction. Nobody beats Christopher Carabba ways of singing. It sounds purely honest and weary but sturdy. I could give you tonnes of reason why Dashboard Confessional should be listened to. Give it a try. It has quite a precise lyrics that could impress any living beings. This is a lyric to a song that they had produced in the previous years. It's called 'The Places That You Come To Fear The Most'.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
and covered with a perfect shell,
such a charming beautiful exterior.

Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture,
but you're barely scraping by,
but you're barely scraping by.

Well this is one time,
this is one time that you can't fake it hard enough to please
everyone or anyone at all, or anyone at all.

And the grave that you refuse to leave,
the refuge that you've built to flee,
the places that you've come to fear the most,
is the place that you have come to fear the most.

Well, it's true everyone of us have the places that we come to fear the most. A place that we hafta cover ourselves with a perfect shell, that we endlessly put our efforts to please everyone or anyone at all. Well, i'll be in the place that i've come to fear the most soon..

Holiday

Originated from the word 'Holy Day', Holiday is believed to be the best part in life to almost every single person in this world. It seems that my holy days has about to come to an end. Goodbye semester break. A week more to go and i guess i won't be seeing you again. oh holiday =(. One thing that i wanna share with you guys is that i've learned quite a lot during this holiday. They are as follows:

-Ma cherie Dayana is the most lovely creature on the planet.
-Moving is pretty much tidious.
-There are no mall in Kemaman.
-Radioactive polonium and Antrax are the best way to kill people without getting caught.
-Lesbian love is the most passionate of them all.
-A vampire could be an animal blood sucker.
-A vampire is smart enough to be a doctor and hot at the same time.
-Aliens could attack the earth if the humans keep on spoiling off mother nature.
-Alien could be as hot as Keanu Reeves.
-The Americans actually interpreted Al-Quran the way it should.
-George Clooney could look so old.
-Bed-time stories could actually make me ROFLMAO
-When a alien start to attack Earth, start hugging, kissing and make love in front of them to save the humanity.
-Trust is not something you can get easily (They should sell it at the pawn store or something).
-I did not even touch three World Literature novels that i have to read for Malay A1 and 'The One Over The Cuckoos Nest' for English A2.
-I'm sorry Puan Aida, i haven't touch your work either..
-I missed Taman Melawati.
-I've gotten fatter or in our lingo, 'babat'er.
-I wanted to jog a few times but ended up twice only.
-Did not visit the gym.
-Your teacher could actually reject you from joining their E-Group.
-I flunk my math. I got threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
-My previous unstably moody cranky Math teacher has gotten married.
-Your cat could be devoured by dogs if you don't take care of it. Seen it with my own eyes.
-CAS at the GHKL is fun when ma cherie, my friends and Mid Valley are around.
-CAS hours can be obtained freely.
-KMB is the place that i've come to fear the most.
-Saying 'yes' all the time makes you a dumbshit.
-Ernie Ball produces great guitar strings.
-I can never get my DSLR back from the sonofabitch that stole it from me.
-I could die tomorrow or now. OMG.
-I touched a Nissan Skyline R35 on the road.
-Offices are open on Sunday in Kemaman!

Blue is an evil colour

I realised that blue is an evil colour..

No offence to those who had been loving blue i find that blue is an evil colour..
Foods that are least eaten are blue in colour..
Monsters are either green or blue..
The sea is blue in colour. It's beautiful but i've been in the sea alone. In the middle. It is not that pleasant.
Blue coloured buildings scare the crap out of me (KMB =P)
Blue are oftenly mistaken as the bad guy..
People often said when you're down, "hey, cut the blues!"
Some people that i know have their own lingo of calling porn, "blue"
A mineral water named Blue or maybe Bleu (I cannot recall) taste like 'airkelapabasi'.
I always get a blue coloured hero when i play DotA alone. i hate it. =(
Doraemon is blue and he/she is scary.
Whales are blue! They are cute but their looks can be deceiving (whales are vicious creatures).

Yes, whales are vicious creatures. They feed on innocent little fish and worst, they ate Pinochio's father before. Japeto or something. Poor man..

Top 10 Maded Marvels.

Something crossed my mind today and i did some thinking. They said the best thing in life are free but then what are the best thing in life? Lemme share with you guys of my own analysis. 10 Maded Marvels, 10 most marvellous creations ever made. However, don;t take it seriously because it is just some random silly ideas i thought of. So here it goes ladies and gentlemen!





10. Vanilla
One of the best flavour in the world. Side by side with chocolate, vanilla leads most of the food and beverages industries in it's own ways. Without doubts, we have lots of kind of vanilla flavouring. Ice cream, cakes, shakes, frappuchino (you should try the Pure Vanilla from Coffee Bean and Tea Leaves, it's better than Starbucks' Vanilla Cream). I mean, vanilla flavoured food are worldwide! I would not be suprise if i encounter myself a vanilla flavoured condom. hahaha.


9. Coca Cola Light
It is the most addictive drink i have ever had in my entire life! Invented as a medicine by John Pemberton, coca cola becomes one of the leading beverages in the world. It was so good that even Budweiser cannot takeover the title that Coca Cola is holding. What makes Coke Light different from the others, in my opinion is that it has the best after-taste in any beverages that you'll have. Nothing is that much special about it because the difference is that it contains an artificial sweetner, aspartame. I'm putting Light Coke on my 9th place as i know that there can never be any beverages that could be better than this.

8. Vehicles
Cars, trains, planes, motorcycles, bicycles, tricycles, hovercrafts, etc. These are in no doubt to be placed on my number 9 of top 10 maded marvels. Without vehicles, humans would not achieve far. We hafta admit it that in our everyday lives we do encounter the usage of vehicles. Well, even if we don't we would at least acknowledge the existence of it by appreciating the usefulness of it. Vehicles had been used back then for sooooooo many purposes that anyone could ever imagine. Back then, even Zeus needed his chariot to carry himself around Mount Olympus! Moreover, vehicles are maded with purpose for it to be enjoyed looking at. Guys do this. We admire cars like they are the most beautiful creature on earth. I need vehicles to transport me around. Either cars, LRTs or others, they are more or less the same. As badly as i need vehicles, i think i need my driving license more. Yea, i don't have one...

7. Telephone
Thanks to Alexander Graham Bell, we are able to keep in touch in sooooo lotsa ways. It all started with his never-ending effort of inventing the 'telephone'. Telephones are so important nowadays that even kids as young as 3 years old would have their own cellphone. The cellphone companies are trying hard to sell of their products and that telcos are uberly obtaining and draining greens outta us. We uses telecommunication every single day regardless the money we're spending on it. It is somewhat becoming a trend on each and everyone of us. I'm sure you've seen people are getting addicted to the usage of phones and such. Well, i think i am one of them.

6. Language
A mechanism that nobody in this world could ever explained. It started of with just a single sound and pops out language. Language is famously known as a device or a tool that helps two or more beings to interact. The Egyptians nailed it well with their hierogliph and such and up to now, geologist, paleontologist, they earn millions just by trying to understand languages that had been forgotten. With language, you can understand what this is all about.

5. Laws and Legislations, Rules and Regulations
The system, the procedures. No matter what you call it, laws will always need to be abide. It is like a universal thing or something. See! It's another rules. Without laws, we are living in a world that we can never imagine. We can be barbarics, carefree, destructive, oppressed and soooooo many other consequences by not having laws. It is actually the decision made by some groups of people and to be accepted by the others and to be implemented. I see it as something that is beautiful and the simplicity of it actually makes it all complexed.

4. Music
On my 4th list, the 4th maded marvel is music. Started in a simple form of literature, music made it's way through. It is widely consumed by all different kind of people. It's majestic ways of being stuck in one's head are remainded mystery until now. This are likely to occur especially among the teenagers. Some say due to their raging hormones or something. Nowadays musics are widely used with its own purpose. Some uses it to create awareness and some uses it for their own desire and such. Basically, music is a way of sending message in the most effective ways. We dig music. We love music.

3. Love
If anything in this world that could not be solved, it is love. Love. Love. Love. You can never define it. It is such a subjective matters that it becomes controversial to some extend. A 4 lettered word could give an unimaginable affect to any single thing surrounded by it. Come to think about it, love is something that is possessed by everyone in the whole entire world. It is so perfect that not even a person in this world is missing it. As i told you, it is sooooo subjective that love are widely uses on anything. For me, love is something that will forever be undefined and that is why love falls on the 3rd place of my 10 maded marvels list.

2.Time
Time is of the essence. Believe it or not, time is just something that is maded by human beings. We set it up. We put a benchmark to it. We count it down. We did everything we can to make time exist. Why??? Life could be simpler without it but life could also be hell without it. Without time, we'll be boiling ourselves up with problems of unfinished errands and such. Time are commonly taken for granted. It moves ahead of us. We invented it, we made it exist but it is devouring us every bit by bit. Get ahead of it before it gets you..

1.All of the 9 maded marvels listed above are in no doubts maded with their own reason and purpose. I had them sorted out according to their significance but then again, just a reminder, it's my own analysis so it might be differerent from yours. So, the 1st Maded Marvels. The number one that i decided to put on top. It is pretty much not maded but yes, widely known and believed by massive amount of people. The 1st ladies and gentlemen, ISLAM. The monoetheism religion which strictly abides Allah in anyways, anytime, with anyone and in everyways. I myself proudly living as a muslim and in no doubts of the existence of one God that rules every single thing ever created. He who have maded us and to Him we belong. This body of mine is just something of to be borrowed from the Almighty God, Allah. Thank you to the prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him), you and i get to live such a prosperious harmony life. With the help of millions of people around the world regardless the time barrier between them, Islam made it's way through with the ability that nothing could actually be equally good as it is. It is the greatest thing that anyone in this world could ever experienced or even imagined. All praise be to Allah.

Helping Hands

Feel like sharing this with you guys. Well, all of us have our own experiences that one would like to have. So why not we take the chances, share it out!

It happens 3 days ago if i'm not mistaken. Just an ordinary day. Oh yea, i was in KL as i have to complete my CAS at the General Hospital KL. fyi, CAS stands for Creative Action Services, requirement for IB. Anywayyyyy, as i said, it was an ordinary day. I decided to catch up with an old friend (Amir Sabaruddin). Yea, we were classmates during primary school in Labuan. So we catched up a lil bit at Pavy.

Then when i was on my way back, something unexpected happened. I was waiting for the Rapid Bus or at least a cab (which is not in sight) at Wangsa Maju LRT Station, suddenly, a girl fainted on the street nearby the place where the buses stop. Some noticed and they gave a quick reflex to it. Sadly, they could not be bothered about it. All they did was reflexto it and start to tell their friends and all. Nobody give a damn help or anything. Then they approaches the girl, looking and an old man pulled my wrist asking me to help out. Bothered by the ignorant fools, i decided to help the girl out. So i went to her and lifted her up. Out of no where, an uncle (a bus driver) helped me out too. Together with the man, i lifted her nearby the kiosk. Then the man ran off. I did not even recognize his face as i only gave a glance when he offered his helping hand. I let her lie down on the floor then people started to gather round the girl and i. Then her friend pops out of the crowd and started to utter words that was quite hard to catch. All that i did catch was "dia sorang tade family kat sini pon. baru sampai blah blah blah". She was panicked to the max. I swear to God, in that tense situation she almost make it seems like it is the end of the world. So, slowly i told her to phone the Ambulance or any help.

Unfortunately she did not get my message and kept on panickingm untill the crowd asked her to over and over again. Meanwhile, i was trying to think of the reason why she fainted. Haha. Feels like Dr. Gregory House trying to diagnose a patient. While i was doing so, the lady who owns the kiosk gave the fainted girl mineral water. She did quite of efforts but i just wont work. Then a girl decided to lend a hand so they loosen up the fainted girl's tudung and cardigan (don't get any silly ideas. she was wearing a 2 piece top), and cool her up. They did that for around 20 mins and nothing happened.

Confidently, i thought of the puzzle. I'm not sure what it was but i do think it's a case of low blood sugar level. So, confidently i asked the lady for any sweet soft drinks and she handed me a 100 plus from her kiosk. Then i gave the fainted girl the 100 plus by pressing the cheeks together to open her wide for the isotonic tonic and the helping girl helps to some-what of aiding the water to go into the body by rubbing the neck and chest. It happens so, the fainted girl woke up blurly and it was a relief. Then we let her sit and then only the freakin' slow ambulance came. She should be fine by then so i decided to leave. A guy came to me and congratulated me for doing so. He asked me, "Bagus kau bro. Apa yang buat nak tolong tadi?". I answered simply, "itu perkara betul untuk dibuat". It was the right thing to do, with no doubt and i'm glad i did so.

First Post

Regarding the title above, ladies and gentlemen, this is my first post of the blog. Why do i need a blog? Yea, a cliche start but still, fresh. It is just a form of expressing my inner voices that is anticipating to be heard yet, with no intention to evoke others' feelings.

Anywayyyyy, wanted to do my blog since i cannot remember when. However, I can never get the time to do so. So, im'ma hit it this time.

I choose English as my main language here as English are widely known and it is just my preferences of voicing out my inner voice. I'm not saying i have a good command of English but hey, no harm in trying. I prefer to as it is a part of my pop-culture and that it is too common that pretty much lots of us would understand and prefer it so. Readers, any mistake, and by any i do mean the slightest mistake, do correct me. Appreciate that. We learn by sharing =).

Last but not least, hope you'll enjoy it.